THE
FINITE IS A SAD DREAM
THE
INFINITE IS A HAPPY DREAM
THE
ETERNAL IS AWAKENING
Awakening is the dream of awakening for there never was a separation from this moment Is there a better word for this experience than Dreaming? The word “Life” seems to exclude death but dreaming includes all, the awakening world and the dream of sleep. We are dreamers playing life and death, hide and seek. This is a very ancient game and we have played it so well that we are able to hide ourselves from ourselves. We are masters of limitation, the volunteers of universe service. How else could a finite experience arise out of an infinite space. Now is the part of the game where we begin to pull infinity out of the eternal and remember who we really are, the one with no need to be.
My son’s death at age 24 came unexpectedly, so much so that all my cherished
beliefs came into question. My perception of reality came crumbling in on me
and with nowhere to turn I gave up, gave out, and gave in. Without any self-created
rationales, I opened to the touch of the disincarnate side. Here is a world
without the need for substantiation by our human minds, a world we know but
don’t know how we know. I was shown a manner by which I could retain
communication and connection with my son while he traveled beyond limitations
and I yet remained within them. Many anomalous events occurred over the approximately
49 days of Yom’s journey during which time I was well aware of my son’s
initial confusion around his passing. Together we found a shared assurance
which transformed the whole experience into a deep remembering from both sides
that all was in fact quite well and that we were only fulfilling an agreement
going far beyond our human awareness. He explained to me that I was dreaming
but that the dream was real, in fact from his view every moment is the dream
and that we can not change the dream from outside the dream.
I have often sat bemused at the idea that we could ever imagine that we are not 100% unified in the whole of existence. How could I be anything less or more than the whole universe acting itself out. Where else could I possibly come from? Of course cast adrift in the human paradigm I have imagined all sorts of complications inherent in my individuality. I have created nightmares side by side with ecstasy just like everyone else. In my little sphere Jesus never died on the cross, Superman can fly, and some of my best friends, even my son have vanished from my sight. I have worked building planes and planting forests. Back there in the memory are events that are true prophetic fulfillments of love and violence walking hand in hand. I have watched our nation’s leaders go from ignorant perpetrators to conscious proliferators of evil. I died and traveled to the land of the lotus throne only to return and learn how to weld steel. I have lost my beloved uncountable times and still proudly carried my self-importance like a sword. Can you hear me? Maybe a great shadow of denial has captured our soul and this is too painful a listening. It will all fall away anyway. You are so loved, but remember it is the love you love with that is the love you are blessed with.
Was it Jesus who said “That which is in us is greater than that which is in the world” and did Buddha say “Thou art that.” If both of these sayings are true than it is time for us to create our own unique cosmologies unbound by and inclusive of all the wisdom that has come before. Our deepest being is infinite and unknowable, like trying to imagine how space could just keep going forever and ever and ever or time with no beginning or no end. Ken Wilbur has pointed out that there is no way even to know where this present moment begins or when and if it will ever end. Our human mind can not contain this eternality. We can not see our eyes with our own eyes. I look out from my face but can not see my face without a mirror. I can’t know myself by myself. Who am I? is a true question. It is the right question.
Time has a beginning and an end while space has boundaries and limitations within which stories can be told. Still, we must know that the divine mystery is a jewell with many facets and countless ways of viewing it, all attempting to define the same thing. Christ knew and Lao Tzu knew, that that which can be told is not the ultimate telling. He who knows does not speak. He who speaks does not know. Words arise from the reflected world. They can guide, but they can not know for you or be for you. Language is inadequate. It is a quantized communion and loses the way in a syntax control, a frozen, dissected, digitized, manipulated “it”. Our own unwillingness to abide in the grace of unknowing, makes of life a very tiny story, not even a story but a doctrine and worse yet a Law. How’d that happen?
Journey way back to a time called “In the Garden” when we live in harmony with all of life everywhere. We are accessible to the higher worlds, still connected to our heavenly lineages going back into the stars and all the way to the Central Sun. Our D.N.A codings are activated and evolving. The potential for full reunion of heaven and earth is looming.
A wandering light in the sky grows very bright as our brother planet Niburu
draws close
in its 3,600 year orbit. In need of gold for its own survival they visit Earth
in her adolescence. Having extremely advanced higher dimensional technology
they arrive and proceed to temporarily switch off the aspect of our D.N.A that
naturally accesses higher worlds. While we are shut down, some of them step
into our world and eclipse the broadcasts from the central sun, taking us as
slaves to mine the gold and tend to their needs. It’s not looking good.
Let us never forget though that Dreaming is ingenious, and at this exact moment
a new possibility in the dream game is opening up. The challenge now is to
be in this restricted, quarantined dark story and not freak. To suspend
judgement, offer forgiveness, and trust that this too shall pass. In the end
we prove the ultimate playfulness of mystery. From the perspective of the Great
Mystery there was never a problem because in the instant one cycle was shut
off another one was opened up, and so began the game of restoration and redemption.
Today we have the Mayan Time Keepers, Terrence Mckenna, Jose Arguellas, and
many others who keep reminding us that the temporary shut-down time is almost
over. The reactivation, regeneration, and rejuvenation of every cell, molecule,
atom and subatomic particle within us and without us, is revealing a rapid
transformation of consciousness leading to the end of time. Our choices for
higher dimensional living have reopened the way for the return of the full
spectrum of frequencies available to a human being. Incidentally, the whales
and dolphins have held the vibration of living out of time and kept the doors
and windows open while in form on earth all the while. We have much to thank
them for. You could say that they have kept us connected to our family, which
spans the whole Galaxy and beyond. A full spectrum of frequencies.This unified
field of star energy includes the earth as an essential player in the evolution
of itself. Our ancestors were more attuned to this ongoing union of heaven
and earth than we are today. The Lakota Sioux believe that what takes place
in the stars simultaneously occurs on the earth. They had a practical relationship
between the star world and their world on the plains. They had maps depicting
certain places on the land being directly related to known stars and constellations.
If you have ever seen a Mondelbratt fractal, you can see that the remarkable
patterns continue to repeat themselves up and down the scale from the infinitely
large to the infinitely small implying that in truth there is no scale. Scales
and measurements like language, are constructs of the human mind attempting
to make sense of what can not be understood from the position of a limited
experience. Are we not also infinite in our being limiting ourselves in order
to learn to appreciate who we really are?
The Lakota saw birth as a return to our earth-walk and death as the journey
back to our home in the stars. If memory of these travels can be retained,
why wouldn’t their maps have a practical meaning for them?
Shown on the face of the Hopi Prophecy Rock for our time there are two paths.
One represents a return to Peace and respect for all life. The other path is
the continued experience of separation we see evident in our world culture.
This is the “reality” promoted by our media, corporate endeavors,
and governmental strategies for inter national control. It is a foolish disregard
for the earth, the stars and the natural cycles of life.
I feel that we have actually taken the first path even though it is not widely
evident or recognized. Why? Because we are still here and many world issues
are coming out into the light to be addressed by a humanity that is naturally
and inevitably forced to see the opportunity of facing our own reflection and
dealing with it individually and collectively.
The Hopis feel that prayers faith and love are keeping the world from destruction.
According to many Native American teachings, we are living in the fourth world.
We have been preceded by other world ages. The Seneca tribe tells us that the
first world was created as a perfect setting in which angels, gods and goddesses,
devas, plants and animals could thrive in the earth forms to continue their
evolution. Without fear or trauma, peace reigned and all was well until one
faction of life decided they were somehow better equipped to externally control
the natural cycles already in process. Consequently the first world perished
in fire. Some survived by retreating back into the inner earth and living within
her body.
In the second world, language arrived and assisted in further separating the
forms of life.
An intellectual emotional approach was valued as the means of comprehending
and controlling life’s flow. Once again a loss of harmony between spirit
and nature brought to a close this era.
The third world saw the advent of refined technologies. In this age epitomized
by Atlantis, the power of tooling at the expense of the natural world witnessed
fatal abuse for earth. This was probably the time of the story of Noah and
the flooding of the earth with the sinking of mighty Atlantis. Once again some
survived to repopulate the planet and as mankind again began to spread across
the earth so did the many cultures, traditions, and languages of the fourth
world, our current era. These many diverse ways again worked to separate us
from our common source and gave us the illusion that our way was the only true
way. We lost our inner knowing (disconnected DNA) and looked instead to the
outer effects of dogma and law to provide us with understanding. The idea of
money was substituted for exchange instead of actual human relatedness and
this mindset consumed all cultures except for those indigenous peoples hidden
far away from the rest of humanity. Native American Prophecy speaks to the
ones alive on earth today. It reminds us that this fourth world is also the
age of return. The wisdom within our own hearts, unencumbered by the weight
of the past begins to be remembered, first by a very few but eventually is
seen by all. The approaching polar shift that we are being warned about can
be a simple shift in our own awareness as we come to realize that all the conflict
we perceive in the world is really and truly only within ourselves and if we
choose compassionately and wisely to heal the war within we will se the fourth
world transition into the fifth world without overwhelming calamity and tragedy.
The shift of the ages can occur unlike the ones before if humans are willing.
It is said that as we move into the fifth world, this will be our mode of behaviour…”To
know the joys of becoming the wisdom rather than seeking it outside ourselves.” There
will be a millennia of perfect peace.
In the book entitled “Other Council fires were here before ours”,
we hear this:
“The Warriors of the Rainbow both male and female are from every walk
of life. They will live in every location on the earth mother, and they have
one common characteristic;
their ability to live in peace with who they are, with each other and with
all our relations. These children do not want to leave the earth for another
home. They do not run from themselves or their chosen paths.”
Could our DNA be reactivating from within us as if it were programmed to do
so at this time? We are walking whirlwinds of stardust memories, beings of
fire, windows of light.
Maybe we are the eyes of god opening again on earth.
The Anishinabe Indians along with many different aboriginal creation stories include references to the “serpents of fire”, the seven kumaras, the seven rishis, the nagas and the nacaal brotherhood who, as Mark Pinkham points out in his book “Return of the Serpents of Wisdom”. at the beginning of this 104,000 year serpent cycle, coming to an end in 2012, as a group of extraterrestrial serpents of wisdom, came to Lemuria from many places in the cosmos to serve as teachers and leaders in spiritual and practical matters sometimes taking on the forms of male or female. These highly developed spiritual masters gave to our ancestors the sacred prophecies designed to awaken us at this time. It is interesting to note that many of these stories refer to the coming of these wise ones from out of the oceans where our brother whales and dolphins reside.
The conscious reunion of the hemispheres of the planet can be represented
by the coming together of North America and South America. An ancient African
term “Haamerkah”
refers to a ship. Another ancient term, “Merkabah” is a word, meaning
vehicle of Ascension. The Merkaba is portrayed as two interconnected tetrahedons.
This is seen as a 3 dimensional Star of David. In human incarnation there is
male and female, metaphors for these interconnected tetrahedrons, who seem
to have been at odds with each other since time began. Is it possible that
the healing of the rift between man and woman is the first outward sign of
our worlds next phase? The union of hemispheres, the union of heaven and earth,
the remembering of our common origins, the balancing of the merkaba, the activation
of our own vehicle of divine energy, this is a deep geometry of healing. In
South America the feathered serpent is a symbol comprised of the sacred feminine,
represented by the serpent, coming together with the sacred masculine represented
by the eagle. This coming together much like the Eagle of North America and
the Condor of South America heralds these days of awakening. Now is the time
when the ones who are here on earth and hailing from many star systems, can
come together into a higher place within themselves. We need only to be fully
present where we are. The earth is our physical locale as we focus our own
5th world star radiance. Opening our full attention to this moment,
behold our ship comes in.
It was always here, not to save us but to be here for us when we have fulfilled
the wish and are ready to return to the stars.
South American Elder Willaru Huayta says: We are entering a new era. It is
a time for a new way. But we cannot expect society to change until we change
ourselves – from – within. Our true enemies as well as our true
sources of strength lie within. The Great Peacemaker called the Elders together
to begin their mission again between the northern and southern hemispheres,
because North and South America are to be the focus of the new civilization.
It’s time to prepare for it. In America many races mingle and from all
of this mixing will come one race. The souls are the same now—we are
the people of this land but we are in different colored bodies. We are the
Rainbow!”
He continues:
“Many spaceships are arriving again. They are coming to help us make
union with God.
They know that if we do not find God within ourselves we will not find God
anywhere. Each person is a sacred Temple. The altar of that temple is the heart.
The fire of love which is a reflection of the greater light, burns upon this
altar. This light within must be acknowledged cared for and venerated. This
is the religion of the sons of the Sun. It is the same religion we learned
from the extraterrestrials—the universal cosmic, solar religion. This
universal community is our sacred family from all other planets.”
How
did the rose ever open its heart
And
give to the world all its beauty?
It
felt the encouragement of light against its being
Otherwise
we all remain too frightened.
Hafiz
Once again we are beginning to trust in a power unseen by fearful eyes. We
open and pray innocently for the benefit of all beings including ourselves
and this prayer prays us.
The ancient accord, known beyond the boundaries of our world, ignites all the
pure intention held within the crystalline heart of Mother Earth. We are becoming
the sparkling diamonds upon the crystalline fields. Our heart of hearts opens
and receives the inflow of starlight and sunlight just as our DNA recalls its
starry beginnings.
You
can’t avoid the morning
Though
night is long or so it seems
No
one is fooling the rising sun
It’s
smiling now behind your dreams
Dhyani Yahoo of the Cherokee tribe says: “When these star systems give forth their Crystal Voice singing out throughout all worlds, we are reminded to come again into the circle of right relationship”.
The birth of this species of light comes at the end of time. It is not the end of the world, just the end of darkness.
The Quero Elders of Peru came down from their 17,000 ft. home in the Andeas to announce a new days dawning. They say: “the doorways between the worlds are opening again, holes in Time that we can step right through and beyond, where we can explore our human capabilities. Regaining our luminous nature is possible today. In doing so we will craft new physical bodies that age differently, that heal differently, and that die differently and possibly will never die. We would embark once again in our journey to the stars”.